My Mom’s coming home.
Yippee!!
Yeah, right.

You see, my Mom and I aren’t really close.
And whenever she comes home to visit us, I’m always not sure what exactly to feel.
I don’t know whether I should be psyched like any other kids or just give that “dedma lang” look when she arrives.

Haay, hiraaaap.

It’s really hard when you don’t grew up with your parents...

Honestly, I’m really excited ‘cause I’m gonna see her again for it’s been three years since the last time I saw her.
I’m really excited ‘cause I’ll have the chance to talk with her personally unlike the usual conversations we have that seem unreal...
And finally, I’m really excited ‘cause I wanted sooo badly to have those “mother-daughter” thing with her...
But the thing is, my Mom isn’t exactly very motherly and
she’ll be staying here for just two weeks.
I’m scared that if I’ll attach myself too much with her during her stay, I’ll just end up being hurt and lonely again when she leaves.

You know what, every time I watch Gilmore Girls, I can’t help but turn green with envy whenever I see Rory so close with her ultra-cool mom. And every time the program ends, I can’t help but wish that one day, my Mom and I would be that close…

This is the reason why I tend to be really sentimental...
For ever since, I know something's missing...