It's been so long since I have written something significant here. Oh, make that something alone.

Life in college is perfectly sweet and painful.
The amount of work and time spent in doing endless requirements are so unimaginable, I barely had no time to do things I promised myself I will maintain (like a blog, obviously).

It is so ironic that I am updating this blog when I am feeling totally annoyed right now.

It is so ironic that I am talking about how annoyed I am when all I want to do is regain focus and forget that I am beaten.

SUMMER is supposed to be full of endless fun. It supposed to be enjoyed.

Not that I'm saying it's wrong to take up classes during summer. I mean, now that I have taken two subjects, I'll have lighter load next school year--which means, I can concentrate more on my thesis proposal and take up extra subjects, I've been dying to take up.

But today, just this day, I felt that I am completely tired.
I felt that I made one bad move when I decided to do all things together--summer classes, internships and part-time work.

7am-10 pm. Each day. Missed lunches and dinners.
Then, there's this insomnia that delays sleep.
5:30 am is the wake up call I have to deal with each day, for five times a week.

Wow.

I know, this is whiny.
I chose this kind of lifestyle and I should know its consequences.

Pero talagang minsan, nakakapagod.

There. Somehow, writing about it made some of the anxiety and stress go away.

Salamat sa Blog ko.
Salamat rin that I was able to remember my password.

*I need a seriously good time with my Crazy Team
*Go, for Probe!

*To The Royal Coolness, your appearance and return was so timely.
Really. You are a falling star that falls when I needed to make a wish.

The Lord will always hold me.
I'll just have to hold tighter.

You cannot bring me down.
I tell you.