I'm still me. Promise.Nakalimot ka na 'ata,
I couldn't believe when I heard this. I couldn't accept that it was being said to me, And I couldn't forgive myelf if I did.
When college came to my life, I swear-I became too busy. I became so into my studies but that doesn't mean I changed or I have forgotten my Solid 6, because THAT WOULD NEVER HAPPEN.
Solid 6, for almost four years now is one of the reasons I keep going and believing that I can be the best I can be. They're my best buddies, my partners in crime and my inspiration. I'll admit that since college attacked my life,we barely see each other. BUT, that wouldn't change anything.
A couple of nights ago,my Bessie, Phine and I are texting. And their comments that it seems I'm too busy, got new friends na and that nakalimot ka ata made it sooo clear to me that something is not so fine with us. and of course, I was alarmed and I realized that yeah, I have been pretty busy with school and another yes, I met some people that apparently became my companions but no, I never did forget my solid 6.
I'll repeat it. I.NEVER.WILL.FORGET.THEM. erasing solid 6(bonding,memories, friendship and all) from my mind is like taking my lungs and heart from my body. When that happens, imagine the picture: ME-dead.
Guys, I love you. I know you know that. I care for you and i hpo you'll always remember that. I owe all of you my life. For if it weren't for you, I swear, I wouldn't be the person I am today. You are like, tattooed onmy life and ther's no turning back on the promisewe made that we'll stay FOREVER.
Yep, college may all be killing us big time, new friends may come and distance may keep us apart but this i vow to you: I'm still me.
I may be a little independent and tougher now, may be more into writing and writing, may be wearing chandelier earrings now- for God's sake! but I'm still the old JEN. The girl who is iyakin, obssesed with cleanliness and neat-stuffs, the girl who siongs badly and most importantly, the same girl who loved you all.
SOLID 6, I love you.. very much.